Lucky

It's 2:49a on Wednesday, which means I leave tomorrow for my Disney internship, and if I were to say I have an overwhelming amount of thoughts and emotions cycling through my head on a constant loop... I'd be putting it lightly.

BUT that's not what I'm going to focus on. I'm not going to shine a spotlight on the amazing adventure to come, I'm not going to talk about how excited I am to embark on this new life chapter, and how thrilled I am to include you all in it... I'm going to talk about luck.

More specifically, I am so fucking lucky. Not only do I have the opportunity to experience this once in a lifetime opportunity in Lake Buena Vista, Florida, but my support system is amazing. I dare you to find a more solid base than mine. I have my family... my dad, my momma, and my spectacular older brother. I have a boyfriend, Ali, who stands by me and supports me, my friends who have all send me off with a smile, a hug, and words of encouragement... extended family, on top of my soon to be Disney family. I have never felt more gracious and appreciative in my life.

If I'm being honest, I'm 100% terrified of what's to come. I want my boyfriend, my family, my friends, to be there to hold my hand and reassure me that everything is going to be okay. I know I'm strong, but the thought of not being quite strong enough lingers in my mind. And then, amazingly enough, I think of all the spectacular people in ND/MN I'm saying "see you later" too, just for now, and I know I'll be okay.

How lucky am I to have what I have? I must have drawn the right cards from the deck, because even with how terrified I am of what lies ahead, I've never been more sure of myself and the choices I've made.

A fond farewell to Fargo, ND! I'll see you all in early October! Until then... keep logging on and reading my updates. I'll say hello to Tropical Storm EMILY when I land early Friday!