Just kidding, you're not cruel. But you sure aren't making this waiting game easy!
I have a maximum of 19 days left to wait... two weeks and five days. Which would be easier if they'd stop faking me out with letters that say "You're still pending, sweetheart! I know you're excited! But don't call!"
Although, in hindsight... I do remember grabbing that letter, noting how thin it was, and feeling a rock in the pit of my stomach. Only rejection letters are skinny! It's like college acceptance all over again. Not that I ever had to worry about that... considering I applied to MSUM, University of Nebraska - Omaha, NDSU, UND, Hawaii Pacific (I'm from ND... everyone from ND gets accepted in Hawaii.) The thought of rejection is scary.
I need this change, more than Disney probably understands. To them, I'm just another applicant... but this program means the world to me. It could really save me from this disaster of a life I'm living.
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